Angry Kya ?

Ye gussa kyun aata hai?

Anger, that familiar emotion, both complete absence and too much presence of which ain't good. Sometimes you need to be angry enough to be provoked to do something, take an action, put a strong fight and make a difference. Lack of anger can breed callousness and indifference in entire populations, and that's good for none. But mostly, anger is harmful, for it often provokes you into doing the wrong, impulsive thing. Negative thoughts, rash words and actions and murder of calmness, patience and love are direct effects of anger. And even more dangerous is the unexpressed version of anger, that simmers inside, makes one irritable and impatient, frustrates and demoralises till it eventually explodes. No wonder somebody's silence is often the most dangerous part about her/him.
I get irritated much more often than I get angry, and in 98% of the cases my anger rises and boils off within minutes (if it doesn't you're screwed!). But I wish I dont get angry at all. Patience and perseverence types, you know. Now I know most of those that know me even a bit or read this blog have labelled me moody, cribber etc. for good. I've become too expressive for my own good, and it's high time I return to more silent, contained, patient and forgiving modes :)
But enough about me, anger happens to everyone. On a jerk of a boss/teacher or a pain of a neighbour/spouse. Even those who claim "I never get angry" can be provoked by sufficient mischief itself ;) But what would this world be if anger weren't there? I cant imagine. None of our "elders", sacred texts and moral science lessons have advocated anger, so I should imagine it would be a better place. Perhaps...
Lately I have started getting angry too much.Why?I dont know but suddenly I have started feeling that people dont care for me or that maybe its something in me only that I cant bring out that common emotion "care" in people when it come to me.I guess I am a loner hunh???:)
But thanks again to the two gems in my life (those of you who dont know who they are consult the older posts) they make me feel that still there are some people in this world for whom I matter :)

P.S. I am going in hibernation mode on orkut.For how long I dont know.Maybe a few hours,a few days,a few weeks or a few months but I just dont feel like coming on orkut when I come and see no one seems to care.But whoever thinks am worthy enough to be in touch I'll be regular here.So take care all of you and enjoy :)