Three things I am afraid of:
1. Failing.
2. Heights.
3. Mom...specially when shes angry
Three people who make me laugh:
1. Krit (Dude you are really Almighty Krit when it comes to cracking jokes)
2. Lucky (Baby with you I can laugh even in the simplest things of life,your company just rocks)3. Akki (Champion in fighting with me & in the process making me laugh)
Three things I hate:
1. Double standards.
2. Sadak chaap guys (if you know what I mean)
3. Show off
Three things I dont understand:
1. Often people say "you are so kiddish" making it sound like "you are such an idiot"...ok fine i know I am kiddish,I know I am immature but that dosent mean I have no brains...kiddish dosent mean being an idiot with no akal,kiddish dosent mean having no brains,kiddish dosent mean not being able to understand worldly things...kiddish means having innocence,kiddish means believing in having fun,kiddish means being honest & not a hypocrite,kiddish means living life to the fullest...cant people understand that??
2. A person breaks your heart & you still love him/her with every broken piece of your heart.How can you love & hate a person at the same time(and it is possible...I have dont it too).
3.switching your computer on,booting it up,logging in your orkut/messenger/mail & not bothering to reply to a single message of yours (even the most urgent ones) because you are busy...itne he busy the to why the hell did you come online???
Three things in my room:
1. My wardrobe.
2. My bed (obviously)
3. My computer & ipod
Three things I am doing right now:
1. Blogging.
2. Orkutting.
3. Listening music.
Three things I want to do before I die:
1. Prooving to my family that I am not as weak as they think & I am capable of doing much more than they give me credit for.
2.Live alone without the shelter of my parents,brother to proove it most of all to myself that i can really survive out there on my own.
3.Making an identity of myself more than a daughter,a sister & in future a wife,a mother.
Three things I can do:
1. I make just yummy cakes.
2. I can write good poems when I am in a mood to do so (which is very rare lol).
3. I can complete a good full size book in just one day
Three things I cant do:
1. Play any kind of a musical instrument (I would love to do that specially guitar)
2. Cant be expressive with my emotions...too bad with words there...you just have to understand it.
3. Stay angry with people for long (usually unless its something real big).
Three things I think you should listen to:
A real tough one but I'll try
1. Bhula do (Raeth)
2. Dil chahta hai (Dil Chahta Hai)
3. Roobaroo (Rang De Basanti)
4. Everything I do (Bryan Adams)
5. Danger zone (Top Gun Soundtrack)
Sorry I just had to increase it to five...I just couldnt help it...& you should know how I stopped my fingers from typing more :p
Three things you should never listen to:
Can't answer this ... everything has an appropriate time and place...but would still mention one Most of Himesh Reshammiya's songs (mind you I said most because a few of his songs are real good...I wonder how :p)
Three things I had like to learn:
1. Learn to swim (my first priority).
2. Learn to play guitar.
3. Learn a foreign language preferring french but any would do.
Three things I often say:
1. Abe nahi :p
2. Pagal wagal ho kya :p:D
3. Stupid or idiot
Three favourite foods:
1. Momos (slluurrppp)
2. Anything chinese.
3. Lemon Chicken.
Three shows I watched as a kid:
1. Tales Pin.
2. Duck Tales.
3. Jungle Book(Jungle jungle pata chala hai chaddhi pahan ke phool khila hai lol)
Three things I regret:
1. Not able to go for my biggest dream...engeenring.
2. Not going into the aviation industry ...I was actually selected for it but couldnt go:(
3. Not playing an instrument as a child
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Dil hai chota sa..choti si aasha...masti bhar mann ki...bholi si aasha...chaand taaron ko...choone ki aasha...aasmaano mei..udne ki aasha...dil hai chota sa...
Mahak jaaoon main... aaj to aise...phool bagiyaa mein.... mahake hain jaise...baadalo kee main... odhoo chunareeyaa...jhoom jaaoon main... ban ke baawareeyaa...apanee chotee mein.... baandh loon duniyaa...dil hai chota sa...
Swarga see dharatee... khil rahee jaise...meraa man bhee to... khil rahaa aise...koyal kee tarah.... gaane kaa aramaan....machhalee kee tarah.... machaloo ye aramaan....jawaanee hain laayee.... rangeen sapanaa....dil hai chota sa...
MOVIE:Roja(1992)
MUSIC:A.R.Rahman
SINGER:Minmini
Mahak jaaoon main... aaj to aise...phool bagiyaa mein.... mahake hain jaise...baadalo kee main... odhoo chunareeyaa...jhoom jaaoon main... ban ke baawareeyaa...apanee chotee mein.... baandh loon duniyaa...dil hai chota sa...
Swarga see dharatee... khil rahee jaise...meraa man bhee to... khil rahaa aise...koyal kee tarah.... gaane kaa aramaan....machhalee kee tarah.... machaloo ye aramaan....jawaanee hain laayee.... rangeen sapanaa....dil hai chota sa...
MOVIE:Roja(1992)
MUSIC:A.R.Rahman
SINGER:Minmini
Monday, May 21, 2007
Deleting the most precious gift I had ever given to anyone.Deleting all the memories,the sentiments,the thought with which I devoted so much of my time,energy & emotions on it.Everything gone
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End of everything....not that there was anything....& I feel like I am dying inside....Why did this happen?Why did you do it?I know why....because one way or the other all this didnt mean anything to you...I didnt mean anything to you...leave aside friend not even a passing acquaintance.......so many illusions ...all shattered....I know you'll say something...I know you'll give excuses but nothings gonna be the same again.....theres no excuse for what you did...nothing left to say anymore......stupid me....be happy in your new life...bye bye:((
Goodbye....
Well maybe now I should just say goodbye
You used to be my friend
But I never felt I really was yours
So maybe this is the end.
I'm different from you, all of you
Each other we've never understood
I hope that if I do tell you goodbye
That it won't be for good.
Whenever I'm mad it hurts me so bad
And you don't even care
I don't know why, I just want to cry
If I'm mad at you I'll hurt myself too
But that doesn't really matter
Although when I hurt I feel like dirt
And my spirit's bruised and battered.
I do not know why it has to be so
I really wish it did not
But the way this has been going
it is basically shot.
You don't need me and we don't need we
And that's how I think I know why
These words are the ones I have to speak-
I miss you, but goodbye:((
You used to be my friend
But I never felt I really was yours
So maybe this is the end.
I'm different from you, all of you
Each other we've never understood
I hope that if I do tell you goodbye
That it won't be for good.
Whenever I'm mad it hurts me so bad
And you don't even care
I don't know why, I just want to cry
If I'm mad at you I'll hurt myself too
But that doesn't really matter
Although when I hurt I feel like dirt
And my spirit's bruised and battered.
I do not know why it has to be so
I really wish it did not
But the way this has been going
it is basically shot.
You don't need me and we don't need we
And that's how I think I know why
These words are the ones I have to speak-
I miss you, but goodbye:((
Sunday, May 20, 2007
I wish....
I wish I were more at ease with myself.....more in control of things.Why is it that words/thoughts desert me when/where they matter the most?It feels so dumb!!!
I wish I were smarter
I wish I were smarter
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Hi....
will anyone tell me how come parents have such absolute domination over their children.?Moreover everyone tells the children that they are the ones supposed to listen..............to everything...............all the time! Please.....I demand a little consideration! We are humans..........& we have a heart. Cant we breath??????
will anyone tell me how come parents have such absolute domination over their children.?Moreover everyone tells the children that they are the ones supposed to listen..............to everything...............all the time! Please.....I demand a little consideration! We are humans..........& we have a heart. Cant we breath??????
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
once upon a time when I was sad..........
There are times when u really don’t want to talk to anyone…life seems to have taken the road downhill.. you feel friends have stopped caring for you... everything seems to have gone out of control.. you think why did u expect so much out of someone or something.. actually the problem is when we place trust in someone we “expect” them not to behave in a certain way.. but this is life my friend ..
It is simply complex,
Wildly civilized,
Haphazardly straight,
Difficultly easy,
Sadly happy
Nicely evil,
Cruelly beautiful,
And you have to go through it.
Because the best way out is always through.
The biggest truth about life is also its harshest fact – “It goes on” . no matter how many people break ur trust you will trust again, no matter how many times you feel really low you will feel again , no matter how many times you fall down you will get up again…….because this life is not only ours.. it also belongs to people who really DO care for us, because people who love us hate to see us feeling low, because if life has given you a reason to cry .. it has also given you one hazaar reasons to laugh also.
You might feel you will not trust people anymore.. but your heart (yeah that pound of flesh) is something extraordinary… It will trust, love and feel again.You know why did god create memories?? Because when you are sad it is the memories of a yesterday that brings hope for a better tomorrow…
Happy thoughts make you fly… I grew up I wonder why?
……………………...Near far wherever you are,
I believe that your heart will go on……………..
It is simply complex,
Wildly civilized,
Haphazardly straight,
Difficultly easy,
Sadly happy
Nicely evil,
Cruelly beautiful,
And you have to go through it.
Because the best way out is always through.
The biggest truth about life is also its harshest fact – “It goes on” . no matter how many people break ur trust you will trust again, no matter how many times you feel really low you will feel again , no matter how many times you fall down you will get up again…….because this life is not only ours.. it also belongs to people who really DO care for us, because people who love us hate to see us feeling low, because if life has given you a reason to cry .. it has also given you one hazaar reasons to laugh also.
You might feel you will not trust people anymore.. but your heart (yeah that pound of flesh) is something extraordinary… It will trust, love and feel again.You know why did god create memories?? Because when you are sad it is the memories of a yesterday that brings hope for a better tomorrow…
Happy thoughts make you fly… I grew up I wonder why?
……………………...Near far wherever you are,
I believe that your heart will go on……………..
aye dila-ye-naadaan... aye dila-ye-naadaan....aarajoo kyaa hain... justajoo kyaa hain....
hum bhatakate hain... kyon bhatakate hain..... dashta-o-seharaa mein....ayesaa lagataa hain... mauj pyaasee hain... apane dareeyaa mein...kaisee ulazan hain... kyon ye ulazan hain....yek saayaa saa.... rubaru kyaa hain....
kyaa kayaamat hain.... kyaa musibat hain....kah naheen sakate,...kis kaa aramaan hain....jindagee jaise khoyee khoyee hain.... hairaan hairaan hain....ye jameen choooop hain.... aasamaan choop hain....fir ye dhadakan see... chaar soo kyaa haina....
yesee raahon mein.... kitane kaante hain.....aarajooon ne har kisee dil ko.... dard baante hain....kitane ghaayal hain.... kitane bismil hain....is khudaee mein yek too kyaa hain.....
MOVIE:Razia Sultan(1983)
MUSIC:Khayyam
SINGER:Lata Mangeshkar
One of my favourite song of Razia Sultan! Its soulful music with Lata ji's superb rendation creates pure magic.
hum bhatakate hain... kyon bhatakate hain..... dashta-o-seharaa mein....ayesaa lagataa hain... mauj pyaasee hain... apane dareeyaa mein...kaisee ulazan hain... kyon ye ulazan hain....yek saayaa saa.... rubaru kyaa hain....
kyaa kayaamat hain.... kyaa musibat hain....kah naheen sakate,...kis kaa aramaan hain....jindagee jaise khoyee khoyee hain.... hairaan hairaan hain....ye jameen choooop hain.... aasamaan choop hain....fir ye dhadakan see... chaar soo kyaa haina....
yesee raahon mein.... kitane kaante hain.....aarajooon ne har kisee dil ko.... dard baante hain....kitane ghaayal hain.... kitane bismil hain....is khudaee mein yek too kyaa hain.....
MOVIE:Razia Sultan(1983)
MUSIC:Khayyam
SINGER:Lata Mangeshkar
One of my favourite song of Razia Sultan! Its soulful music with Lata ji's superb rendation creates pure magic.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Contradicting thoughts again
1. Everything is fair in love and war.
If the person you love is going away with someone else, you try to get him/her back, by hook or by crook.There is an old saying. "True love is like a bird. Let it go. If it comes back, it will be forever yours ... else it was never yours."However this policy does not work usually ... as the moment you let the bird go, someone will pounce over it and keep it in his cage.
2. Happiness of the other
If you feel that the person you love is happy with someone else ... let him/her be. Seeing him/her happy ... after all, that's all you ever wanted, isn't it ?
Ae kaash ke hum hosh mein ab aane naa paaye...bas nagmein tere pyaar ke, gaate hee jaaye....
Khiltee, mahakatee ye julfon kee shaam...hasate, khanakate ye hothhon ke jaam....aa jhoom ke saath uthhaye.... bas nagmein tere pyaar ke ....
Ho bas agar tum humaare sanam....hum to sitaaron pe rakh de kadam....saaraa jahaan bhool jaaye.... bas nagmein tere pyaar ke .. ...
MOVIE:Kabhi Haan Kabhi Naa(1994)
MUSIC:Jatin Lalit
SINGER:Kumar Sanu
If the person you love is going away with someone else, you try to get him/her back, by hook or by crook.There is an old saying. "True love is like a bird. Let it go. If it comes back, it will be forever yours ... else it was never yours."However this policy does not work usually ... as the moment you let the bird go, someone will pounce over it and keep it in his cage.
2. Happiness of the other
If you feel that the person you love is happy with someone else ... let him/her be. Seeing him/her happy ... after all, that's all you ever wanted, isn't it ?
Ae kaash ke hum hosh mein ab aane naa paaye...bas nagmein tere pyaar ke, gaate hee jaaye....
Khiltee, mahakatee ye julfon kee shaam...hasate, khanakate ye hothhon ke jaam....aa jhoom ke saath uthhaye.... bas nagmein tere pyaar ke ....
Ho bas agar tum humaare sanam....hum to sitaaron pe rakh de kadam....saaraa jahaan bhool jaaye.... bas nagmein tere pyaar ke .. ...
MOVIE:Kabhi Haan Kabhi Naa(1994)
MUSIC:Jatin Lalit
SINGER:Kumar Sanu
Monday, May 14, 2007
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Contradicting thoughts
1. Live each day as it comes. Be ever-changing, ever-new. Be what the moment expects you to be. Dont cling on. Keep changing your ideas/thoughts as you get inputs. Grow with time.
2. Be constant. Be an integral entity, not a series of ever-changing adjectives. Set your beliefs, and follow them. Dont change with every tick in the clock. Contradictions and denials are not growth. Stand by the idea that is 'you'.
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
An analysis of online friendships
Internet has changed the way of life of many people ... atleast of those who access the internet regularly without worrying about the charges thanks to the many options available..This article draws up from the experiences I have had with my "virtual friends".
Many issues do crop up. Firstly one must check whether the person on the other side is actually the person he/she claims to be. Failure to do this can lead to rather embarassing consequences.But then there really isint much you can do to check it other than trusting your instincts & experience in the virtual world.
Now comes the case when we are reasonably sure of the authenticity of the other party.Now there seems to be two categories of people.
1. They distinguish between real and online friends. They treat online friends as aquantainces to pass their time with and consciously keep their real friends at a higher pedestal.
2. These people do not make such a distinction. They seem to believe that the essence of friendship is effective communication, heart to heart. Meeting face to face is not a prerequisite for that.
I feel compatibility issues crop up between people belonging to different categories. The people of category 1 take a longer time to trust the others. You join college and meet your hostel mates for the first time and you are ready to tell them your cell number but you are hesitant to tell someone with whom you have talked for hours. This can potentially create a bit of resentment within the other person. These two people do find it a little difficult to relate.Lack of physical interaction can create other problems. Suppose you said something to a "real" friend. If that person does not respond, you can physically confront him/her. But if you find that your online buddy is not responding to mails or sms', you become hesitant to press further. You are never really sure whether the person belongs to category 1 or 2. You can seldom know with any degree of certainty what that person thinks of you, beyond what you are told by the person himself. So you hesitate in exercising your rights as a friend. People err on the side of caution.So ... these are few of the problems. What are the solutions ? No idea.
On second thoughts there's more to virtual friendship than these 2 categories. Many people,present a seperate peronality in a virtual friendship.People who are extremely shy in real life but a lot more talkative and daring in a virtual relationship.....the whole concept of residual self-image....u get to be what u always wanted to be :)so i guess theres a third category where ppl are closer to online friends than the real life friends.....something like online friend taking the place of the 'dear diary' (analogy drawn from tom riddles dairy in Harry Potter 2 :) )
On personal thoughts I eveloved as a person when I made so many friends online.I dont know what kind of an image of mine general people will make after this but I am much much more closer to some of my online friends than I have been to any of the real ones (with vertika being an exception).This can be proved from the very simple fact that the topic that is going on in my blog right now "Gems in my life" includes real as well as virtual friends(although some of the friends have now evolved & become real friends too as in the definition of real friends for general people...have talked to them, have heard there voice) but who have started meaning to me much more than any real person can & who have been there for me,to hear me out,to share my problems,to suggest me,to comfort me,to help me by simply just being there
People will always be more comfortable behind the scenes. I mean you can be anyone you want to be behind the computer. And quite frankly,more yourself!!
Note 1: Real and virtual friends are used to refer to non-online and online friends and they do not, in any way, comment on the intensity and quality of the relationship.
Note 2: I am not in category 3(as in I dont become another person behind the screen...I am the same as I am in real life but yes I am very close to some of my online buddies) or 1 :D
Hum hain raahi pyar ke humse kuchh na boliye ...Hum hain raahi pyar ke, humse kuchh na boliye...Jo bhi pyar se mila, hum usi ke ho liye ...Hum usi ke ho liye...Jo bhi pyar se mila, hum usi ke ho liye ...
Dard bhi hame kabool chain bhi hame kabool...dard bhi hame kabool chain bhi hame kabool...hamne har tarah ke phool haar mei piro liye...hamne har tarah ke phool haar mei piro liye..jo bhi pyaar se mila hum ....
Dhoop thi naseeb mei to dhoop mei liya hao dum...dhoop thi naseeb mei to dhoop mei liya hai dum...chandni mili to hum chandni mei so liye...chandni mili to hum chandni mei so liye...jo bhi pyaar se mila hum...
Dil pe aasra kiye hum to bus yu he jiye...dil pe aasra kiye hum to bus yu he jiye...ek kadam pe hans liye ek kadam pe ro liye...ek kadam pe hans liye ek kadam pe ro liye...jo bhi pyar se mila hum...
Raah mei pade hain hum kabse apki kasam...raah mei pade hain hum kabse aapki kasam...dekhiye to kum se kum boliye na boliye...dekhiye to kum se kum boliye na boliye...jo bhi pyar se mila hum...
MOVIE:Nau Do Gyarah(1957)
MUSIC:S.D.Burman
SINGER:Kishore Kumar
Many issues do crop up. Firstly one must check whether the person on the other side is actually the person he/she claims to be. Failure to do this can lead to rather embarassing consequences.But then there really isint much you can do to check it other than trusting your instincts & experience in the virtual world.
Now comes the case when we are reasonably sure of the authenticity of the other party.Now there seems to be two categories of people.
1. They distinguish between real and online friends. They treat online friends as aquantainces to pass their time with and consciously keep their real friends at a higher pedestal.
2. These people do not make such a distinction. They seem to believe that the essence of friendship is effective communication, heart to heart. Meeting face to face is not a prerequisite for that.
I feel compatibility issues crop up between people belonging to different categories. The people of category 1 take a longer time to trust the others. You join college and meet your hostel mates for the first time and you are ready to tell them your cell number but you are hesitant to tell someone with whom you have talked for hours. This can potentially create a bit of resentment within the other person. These two people do find it a little difficult to relate.Lack of physical interaction can create other problems. Suppose you said something to a "real" friend. If that person does not respond, you can physically confront him/her. But if you find that your online buddy is not responding to mails or sms', you become hesitant to press further. You are never really sure whether the person belongs to category 1 or 2. You can seldom know with any degree of certainty what that person thinks of you, beyond what you are told by the person himself. So you hesitate in exercising your rights as a friend. People err on the side of caution.So ... these are few of the problems. What are the solutions ? No idea.
On second thoughts there's more to virtual friendship than these 2 categories. Many people,present a seperate peronality in a virtual friendship.People who are extremely shy in real life but a lot more talkative and daring in a virtual relationship.....the whole concept of residual self-image....u get to be what u always wanted to be :)so i guess theres a third category where ppl are closer to online friends than the real life friends.....something like online friend taking the place of the 'dear diary' (analogy drawn from tom riddles dairy in Harry Potter 2 :) )
On personal thoughts I eveloved as a person when I made so many friends online.I dont know what kind of an image of mine general people will make after this but I am much much more closer to some of my online friends than I have been to any of the real ones (with vertika being an exception).This can be proved from the very simple fact that the topic that is going on in my blog right now "Gems in my life" includes real as well as virtual friends(although some of the friends have now evolved & become real friends too as in the definition of real friends for general people...have talked to them, have heard there voice) but who have started meaning to me much more than any real person can & who have been there for me,to hear me out,to share my problems,to suggest me,to comfort me,to help me by simply just being there
People will always be more comfortable behind the scenes. I mean you can be anyone you want to be behind the computer. And quite frankly,more yourself!!
Note 1: Real and virtual friends are used to refer to non-online and online friends and they do not, in any way, comment on the intensity and quality of the relationship.
Note 2: I am not in category 3(as in I dont become another person behind the screen...I am the same as I am in real life but yes I am very close to some of my online buddies) or 1 :D
Hum hain raahi pyar ke humse kuchh na boliye ...Hum hain raahi pyar ke, humse kuchh na boliye...Jo bhi pyar se mila, hum usi ke ho liye ...Hum usi ke ho liye...Jo bhi pyar se mila, hum usi ke ho liye ...
Dard bhi hame kabool chain bhi hame kabool...dard bhi hame kabool chain bhi hame kabool...hamne har tarah ke phool haar mei piro liye...hamne har tarah ke phool haar mei piro liye..jo bhi pyaar se mila hum ....
Dhoop thi naseeb mei to dhoop mei liya hao dum...dhoop thi naseeb mei to dhoop mei liya hai dum...chandni mili to hum chandni mei so liye...chandni mili to hum chandni mei so liye...jo bhi pyaar se mila hum...
Dil pe aasra kiye hum to bus yu he jiye...dil pe aasra kiye hum to bus yu he jiye...ek kadam pe hans liye ek kadam pe ro liye...ek kadam pe hans liye ek kadam pe ro liye...jo bhi pyar se mila hum...
Raah mei pade hain hum kabse apki kasam...raah mei pade hain hum kabse aapki kasam...dekhiye to kum se kum boliye na boliye...dekhiye to kum se kum boliye na boliye...jo bhi pyar se mila hum...
MOVIE:Nau Do Gyarah(1957)
MUSIC:S.D.Burman
SINGER:Kishore Kumar
Tuesday, May 8, 2007
Dil na umeed to nahi...nakaam he to hai...lambi hai gum ki shaam magar shaam he to hai....ye safar bahut hai kathin magar...na udaas ho mere humsafar...
Ye sitam ki raat hai dhalne ko...hai andhera gum ka pighalne ko...zara der ieme lage agar....zara der isme lage agar na udaas ho mere humsafar...ye safar....
Nahi rehne waali ye mushkilein...hai agle mod pe manzilein...meri baat ka tu yakeen kar...meri baat ka tu yakeen kar na udaas ho mere humsafar....ye safar...
Kabhi dhoondh lega ye kaarvaan...wo nayi zameen naya aasmaan....jise dhoondhti hai teri nazar....jise dhoondhti hai teri nazar na udaas ho mere humsafar...ye safar...
MOVIE:1942 A Love Story(1993)
MUSIC:R.D.Burman
SINGER:Shivji Chatopadhyay
Ye sitam ki raat hai dhalne ko...hai andhera gum ka pighalne ko...zara der ieme lage agar....zara der isme lage agar na udaas ho mere humsafar...ye safar....
Nahi rehne waali ye mushkilein...hai agle mod pe manzilein...meri baat ka tu yakeen kar...meri baat ka tu yakeen kar na udaas ho mere humsafar....ye safar...
Kabhi dhoondh lega ye kaarvaan...wo nayi zameen naya aasmaan....jise dhoondhti hai teri nazar....jise dhoondhti hai teri nazar na udaas ho mere humsafar...ye safar...
MOVIE:1942 A Love Story(1993)
MUSIC:R.D.Burman
SINGER:Shivji Chatopadhyay
Thank you lucky
Rays of sunlight setting behind a hill.Showing two colours of golden & blue skies in the background, can be interpreted as a new day is about to begin,a new hope,begining of light.....or a day has just ended,end of darkness,end of pain.
I called lucky yesterday.She said somethin to me which feels like a ray of light in the darkness I feel around me right now.Even more so what she said made me realize there are a few people around me who really care about what am going through & can feel my pain.Thank you Lucky.
Here is what she said:-
Winning horse dosent know why it runs in race.It runs because of beats & pains...Life is a race & GOD is your rider.So if you are in pain then think GOD wants you to win. :)
Here is what she said:-
Winning horse dosent know why it runs in race.It runs because of beats & pains...Life is a race & GOD is your rider.So if you are in pain then think GOD wants you to win. :)
Monday, May 7, 2007
I am sick of.....
My perpetual headache
Insomnia
Not feeling good
Trying to be good
Failing badly at being good
Trying to make others happy
Failing badly at it too
Working a lot
Not working when and where needed
Padhaiyee
Doing what I dont want to do but others want me to do
Crying my heart out but no one to listen to
doosron ki expectations par kharaa utarna
Not having any freedom
Being youngest of the family
Never taken seriously
No one to talk to(as in really talk about what I feel)
Family's ultra mega protectiveness
Lectures
Bhaashans
Everyones expectations
Talking to people(Even more)
Talking to myself
Not getting (wanting) to talk
Life...my life:((
Insomnia
Not feeling good
Trying to be good
Failing badly at being good
Trying to make others happy
Failing badly at it too
Working a lot
Not working when and where needed
Padhaiyee
Doing what I dont want to do but others want me to do
Crying my heart out but no one to listen to
doosron ki expectations par kharaa utarna
Not having any freedom
Being youngest of the family
Never taken seriously
No one to talk to(as in really talk about what I feel)
Family's ultra mega protectiveness
Lectures
Bhaashans
Everyones expectations
Talking to people(Even more)
Talking to myself
Not getting (wanting) to talk
Life...my life:((
Sunday, May 6, 2007
Rula ke gaya sapna mera...baithi hoon kab ho savera...rula ke gaya sapna mera...
Wahi hai gum E dil...wahi hain chanda taare...wahi hum besahaare...aadhi raat wahi hai...aur har baat wahi hai....phir bhi naa aaya luteraa....rula ke gaya sapna mera....
Kaisi hai ye zindagi...ki saanso se hum ube....haye ke dil dooba hum doobe...ik dukhiya bechaari....is jeevan se haari...uspar ye gum ka andhera....rula ke gaya sapna mera....
MOVIE:Jewel Thief(1967)
MUSIC:S.D.Burman
SINGER:Lata Mangeshkar
Wahi hai gum E dil...wahi hain chanda taare...wahi hum besahaare...aadhi raat wahi hai...aur har baat wahi hai....phir bhi naa aaya luteraa....rula ke gaya sapna mera....
Kaisi hai ye zindagi...ki saanso se hum ube....haye ke dil dooba hum doobe...ik dukhiya bechaari....is jeevan se haari...uspar ye gum ka andhera....rula ke gaya sapna mera....
MOVIE:Jewel Thief(1967)
MUSIC:S.D.Burman
SINGER:Lata Mangeshkar
Friday, May 4, 2007
I want to fly
I want to fly away like a bird
Across the big blue beautiful sky
Away from the many questions
From dissapointment & lies
I will fly 'til there's no tomorrow
Leaving heartache & pain behind
The people I feel have done me wrong
As I fly I'll erase them from my mind
Nothing but freedom will await me
As I fly in the big open sky
Watering the ground beneath me
Caused by these tears that I cry
I want to fly away like a bird
Take off into unknown parts
Way up high so no one can reach me
So I can release this pain from my heart
Across the big blue beautiful sky
Away from the many questions
From dissapointment & lies
I will fly 'til there's no tomorrow
Leaving heartache & pain behind
The people I feel have done me wrong
As I fly I'll erase them from my mind
Nothing but freedom will await me
As I fly in the big open sky
Watering the ground beneath me
Caused by these tears that I cry
I want to fly away like a bird
Take off into unknown parts
Way up high so no one can reach me
So I can release this pain from my heart
Uljhan suljhe na...rasta soojhe na...jau kahaan main..jau kahaan..???
Mere dil ka andhera...hua aur ghanera...kuch samajh na paoon...kya hona hai mera...khadi do raahon par...ye sochoon ghabrakar...jau kahaan main...jau kahaan...???
Jo saans bhi aaye...tan cheer ke jaaye...is haal se koi....kis tarah nibhaye...naa jeena raas aaya...naa marna he bhaya...jau kahaan main...jau kahaan..???
Koi aas pale na...koi phool khile na...taqdeer ke aage...meri pesh chale na...bahut ki tadbeerein...na tooti zanjeerein...jau kahaan main...jau kahaan...???
MOVIE:Dhundh(1971)
MUSIC:Ravi
SINGER:Asha Bhonsle
Mere dil ka andhera...hua aur ghanera...kuch samajh na paoon...kya hona hai mera...khadi do raahon par...ye sochoon ghabrakar...jau kahaan main...jau kahaan...???
Jo saans bhi aaye...tan cheer ke jaaye...is haal se koi....kis tarah nibhaye...naa jeena raas aaya...naa marna he bhaya...jau kahaan main...jau kahaan..???
Koi aas pale na...koi phool khile na...taqdeer ke aage...meri pesh chale na...bahut ki tadbeerein...na tooti zanjeerein...jau kahaan main...jau kahaan...???
MOVIE:Dhundh(1971)
MUSIC:Ravi
SINGER:Asha Bhonsle
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