Monday, April 30, 2007

Gems in my life-Lucky


You all must have already read the poem I dedicated to her.Thats how I feel about her.She is like a surprise gift to me by the gracious God.Met her seven months back in a boys vs gals game on orkut.At first we both dint talk much..just teamed together to win the game...infact for weeks I dint even know where did she belong to.But since the very first day I dunno there was something very special between us...the way we teamed up together to win a simple game.We both used to plan & come online at the same time to win the games.From the very first day we had such a good understanding between us which is very hard to find even in the real world.
We both have so much in common that its unbelievable at times & whether its coincidence or smething else...when something good happens with me something good happens with her too & when something bad happens with me something bad happens with her too right Lucky lol????Hamari life story bhi almost same hai lol.
I wonder how is it possible for someone to be as sweet as her.You can never see her getting irritated or angry or hyper.I wish I had patience like her.You can keep on telling her your problems or joys & she would never ever sound bored.I have told her things about me I have never told anyone just for the plain reason that I know she'll understand & never ever would judge me on it.Even though we have never met ...not once have I felt that shes not with me because of the simple fact that wenever have i felt the need of a friend she has always been there for meShe understands me so much ....understand whats going inside me even if I dont say it.Infact itna to main bhi uske liye na rahi hoon shayad but she has never complained
In just seven months I have lived a lifetime with her...we have had so many fun times..almost rollin with laughter...wahi par I have literally cried on her shoulders too..Has always been there to help me even if the problem arised from my own stupidity.She'll help me guide me but would never say look I told u so.
I hope through this blog I can make her understand how imprtant she is for me & thank her for each & every moment she has spent with me.Moments that will forever stay with me.Thank you baby for everything & dont ever leave me

Kuch khushbuyein yaadon ke jungle se beh chali...kuch khidkiyan lamho ki dastak pe khul gayi...kuch geet pyraane rakhe the sirhaane....kuch sur kahi khoye the bandish mil gaye...jeene ke ishaare mil gaye...bichde the kinaare mil gaye.....

Meri zindagi mei teri baarish kya huyi...mere raaste dariya ban behne lage.....meri karwaton ko tune aake kya chua...kahi khwaab neendon ki gali rehne lage...jeene ke....

Meri lou hawaoon se jhagadkar lee uthi...mere har andhero ko ujaale pee gaye...tune hanske mujhse muskurane ko kahaa...mere mann ke mausam gulmohar se ho gaye...jeene ke...

Kuch khushbuyein saanso se saanso mei ghul gayi..kuch khidkiyaan aankhon he aankhon mei khul gayi...kuch pyaas adhoori....kuch shaam sindoori...kuch reshmi gunahon mei raat dhal gayi...jeene ke.....

MOVIE:Phir Milenge
MUSIC:Shankar Ehsaan Loy
SINGER:Shankar Mahadevan

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Ye lamhe ye pal hum barso yaad karenge...ye mausam chale gaye to..hum fariyaad karenge...in sapno ki tasveero se...in yaadon ki zanjeero se...apne dil ko kaise hum azaad karenge...ye mausam chale gaye to...hum fariyaad karenge...ye lamhe...

Ye lamhe to hain bahut haseen..in lamho par kuch likha nahi....ye abaad karenge ...ye barbaad karenge...ye mausam chale gaye to hum fariyad karenge...ye lamhe.....

MOVIE:Lamhe(1991)
MUSIC:Shiv-hari
SINGER:Hariharan

Gems in my life-Vertika


I have known Vertika since last 5 years.She is one person on whose advice I can rely upon with blind eyes.She is like the most sensible gal you can find around(yeah more sensible than me lol).Can always look upon her to give me a sound advice...very honest...maybe you wont like what she tells you but its always gonna be the truth & in the long run right for you.Which is the reason I have started depending a lot on her.Kuch bhi ho the first thing I have to do is call her & tell her about it lol & that too when she no longer lives in Allahabad
I dunno but I miss her a lot:(.She has been one constant in my life for the past few years & now suddenly shes no longer there.I mean she is she still is but being in touch through phone & meeting her once a year....you cant compare that to the time we spent in school & after that right???We both were like inseperable in school...kahi mera naam aayega to wahaan vertika ka naam to aayega he aayega & vice versa lol.We both were like glued to eachother.Partner in crimes always.Be it in bunking classes (hey we dint bunk much...infact it happened only once & that too wasnt our fault...I was issuing a book in library period & the next period was physics...& by the time my number came in the long que the next period had already started...we both took refuge in the girls toilet lolzzzz!!!!),or getting bashed up in the class sab mei saath saath lol....& God the way we gossiped....we were a group of three friends me,Vertika & Yashika.Yashika is a bit more reserved types.Anyways so me & V ertika we both would just start & aage peeche ki koi sudh he nahi rehti thi .Hum dono ke chakkar mei bechari Yashika lapete meio aa jaati thi...hum dono to nikal lete the fansti thi wo lol.I have a passion for reading books & what more then telling someone its story!!!And completely opposite to me..Vertika just hates books.Fir bhi as soon as I finish a book I would make her sit & listen to the whole story & ladki kabhi ufff tak nahi karti thi lol.Zindagi mei shayad usne kabhi koi book nahi padhi hogi but dont kno why she has an eye for choosing the best book.She used to choose books for me in the library & sure shot they are gonna be l;ike too good.I still dont have any idea how did she do that lol.
All the teachers specially our physics sir & english mam just knew it..kuch bhi gadbad ho class mei me & Vertika are always gonna be in it lol.....sigh!!!what were those days
Generally it happens that after school if friends go for differant lines they eventually lose contact...but not with me & Vertika.We both saw the dream of becoming engineers together.But due to some personal reasons I couldnt go for it.I changed my line...went for commerce...Vertika went ahead & took admission in B.Tec.That was the most difficult & depressing period of my life.It was much more than a dream for me to become an engineer...it was my life but I couldnt & that was something I wasnt able to come to terms with.Vertika is one person who was with me throughout this period.Motivated me to dream again even if its for something else & till now she has never ever made me feel that "oh look I got what we wanted & you dint" & trust me thats a big thing because I have seen others,people who suddenly dont even remember me lol just because we changed lines & parted ways.
Thank you Vertika for everything.You are a part of me.I am not & never would be complete without you.

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Is there really any differance????


This is one question which really confuses me since the day I started making friends on orkut.Is there really any differance between virtual & real friends???For me the answer is a big NO.It dosent matter where or how I met my friend.All that matters is he/she is my friend & I care for him/her.I believe that if a person really thinks theres any differance between the two then..as you say in hindi...khot uski feelings mei hai.. lol.
I dont believe in the funda of net friends.Friends are just friends.You cant categorise them can you????I know...some people can...& honestly I just dont know how.I mean if one really is categorising between the two then he/she is really not a frend is he???Maybe I am wrong but thats what I believe in
As for the argument most people give "that you cant trust a virtual person...well I would say one cant trust every real person he meets right????Risk to get betrayed is in real life too.But if you can take chances in real life why not here???
Its been more than a year since I am on orkut & yes I have met many weirdos too.At times I have felt betrayed too.But if you can hang in there & move on in real life why not here too????You need to know people...you need to know who to trust & who not & thats something that can only come with experience.Just as in real life a small child trusts everyone blindly but an experienced adult dosent one need to apply same here too. & trust me after that...it can become a most beautiful place to get friends.I should know...I have got loads of them.People who are as important to me as any real person could be.
In the coming weeks I would write about all my friends( real & virtual included),selective people who mean a lot to me & who will be there forever in my heart.Lets see who all are in the elite group.Its really an honour to be there lolzzzzzzzzzzzz :p.From here onwards start a post "Gems in my life",taking one of my friends each day.
So keep a watch for your name here lol .
Dhadkan zara ruk gayi hai...kahi zindagi beh gayi hai...palkon mei yaadon ki doli..bheetar khushi hans rahi hai...ye khushi tum ho tumhi tum mere jaanam..karo aitbaar...dhadkan zara....

Chehro ke mele mei chehre the gum...ik chehra tha main ik chehra the tum...jaane kya tumne de diya..mujhko jahaan mil gaya...dhadkan zara....

Hothon par baat rahe...baaton mei sur bahe...suro mei geet wahi...tumhari he baat kahe...mit jao sapno ki aagosh mei...bheeg jao yaadon ki bauchar mei...dhadkan zara....

Milte he aankhon ne rishta pehchana...ehsaas seene mei saanso ne jaana...chupke se pyar chu gaya...dila ke ik janam naya...dhadkan zara.....

MOVIE:Prahaar(1991)
MUSIC:Laxmikant Pyarelal
SINGER:SureshWadekar

I strongly recommend this song to anyone who hasnt heard it.The music is so simple,so pure yet so touching

Friday, April 27, 2007

Forever Friends


Sometimes in life,
you find a special friend;
someone who changes your life
just by being a part of it
Someone who makes you laugh
until you cant stop;
Someone who makes you believe
that there really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you
that there really is an unlocked door
just waiting for you to open it.


This is forever friendship.
when you're down,
and the world seems dark and empty
Your forever friend lifts you up in spirit
and makes that dark and empty world
suddenly seem bright and full.
Your forever friend gets you through
the hard times,the sad times
and the confused times.
Your forever friend holds your hand
and tells you that
everything is going to be okay.
And if you find such a friend,
you feel happy and complete,
because you need not worry.
You have a friend for life,
and forever has no end

Dedicated to my BESTEST friend in the WHOLE WIDE WORLD lucky



Entering the blog world


So finally I have entered the blog world too.Mind you I am not in the habit of writing diaries or anything so it can be a complete disaster too but I am sure there are a lot of amateur writers here so I dont think thats gonna be a problem lol.
Well I absolutely love reading & music so you'll get to see a lot of that in my blogs.Besides that it can feature my views on the current topics or it can be a simple layout of how my day went.More than that this blog is a way to stay close to my friends in every circumstances.Making them a part of my life always.A medium to show them how much they mean to me because most of the people who know me know that I am really bad in showing that I care.Maybe this would tell the people who are close to me how much they mean to me & how glad I am to have them in my life.
I read this quote somewhere today & would love to share it with u all:-
"There are many things in life that will catch your eyes... but only a few will catch your heart...PURSUE THOSE."

Main zindagi ka saath nibhaata chala gaya har fikra ko dhuyein mei udaata chala gaya......barbaadiyon ka shok manana fazool tha....barbaadiyon ka jashn manata chala gaya...har fikr ko dhuyein mei uda.....

Jo mil gaya usi ko mukaddar samajh liya......jo kho gaya main usko bhulaata chala gaya...har fikr ko dhuyein mei uda......

Gum aur khushi mei fark na mehsoos ho jahaan....main dil ko us makaam pe laata chala gaya
MOVIE:Hum Dono(1961)
MUSIC:Jaidev
SINGER:Mohd. Rafi




Thats me!!!

VIRGO - (August 23 - September 22) Virgo is ruled by Mercury and is symbolized by the Virgin. As an Earth sign, Virgo is connected with material things and practicality. The ultimate organizer, you gravitate toward anything that puts your analytical mind to use. To the outside world you may appear reserved and tend to hold back your emotions, when it comes to love, it’s no holds barred for the loving Virgo. You display great attention to detail which can be considered good fortune or a curse when it comes to relationships. You are good at remembering your partner’s desires (even those that were only mentioned in passing) and love to cater to those desires. To you, organizing the object of your affections is considered “flirting.” Your favorite role is to be of help and service to friends and partners. You are witty, perceptive and logical. Your reasoning powers help you to resolve conflicts easily and quickly taking your romance to new depths. You need a partner who will help you loosen your cautious shy nature. You are a good listener and communicator, an important aspect in romance. You love to “fuss” over your partner and can sometimes be seen as critical. Your partner should know though, that if you were not interested, you would not work so hard to help your love interest be “all he or she can be.” Good health is of great concern to you and you work hard to take care of yourself. You aim to please and when it comes to love you fall hard. Virgos are most attracted to those who keep themselves physically fit.