My Last Poem

No more words.
Nothing, never.
There've been too many already.
Just a silence-long, deep, eternal
A decay-painful, slow, but steady.
The only window to my mind still open
Is contaminating the machine; I'm getting rusty
This window needs to be shut down now
The storms are too strong and too dusty.
We've seen together moments good and bad
Some special, some anguished, of praises and fights
For all the love, the friendship, the admiration
And equally the pain-I'm as grateful as one might
Maybe you'd complain there's too much unsaid
And unheard, still, the decision won't bend
I beg you not to protest or plead, just remember
All things, good and bad, come to an end
Incarnations cease to exist, but existence cannot.
Though I'd hate to, but I'll still be-invisible, but around.
I've lived for long, undeservedly, in your hearts &
As I empty this crazy home, it's only grief, and gratitude, profound.
Do me a last favour, fulfill the last wish
Do not wipe my tears, and do not question why and I promise to stay as near to your heart
As u want; Just call my name out, for once,try
I'll live in the words I'm robbed off today
In coincidences from past, in every empty look
Tomorrow may not exist, today may be oblivious
So I'll be yesterday-until you chose to shut the History book
I beg you not mercy for selfishness unabated
I beg you not pity to this selfish piece of matter
I beg you not a chance to explain or justify
I just beg you to move on, and forget.


Hi everyone,

I know it may come as unexpected to most of you, but the words above say it all I guess, and whatever they don't, would never be said. Those who can, would have already heard them.I wanna thank everyone who ever came to this blog, who ever read anything i wrote, and to all those who cared to comment, criticise and appreciate. A 1000+ hit count and perpertual comments prove that.
THANX A LOT.
Please understand that this has nothing to do with any one of you.This message is specially for Lucky,Andy and Krit coz I know thats what you alll gonna believ as soon as you see this.NO ITS NOT.Its just my very own personal decision which is not in any way whatsoever related to any of you. Once I changed as a person and started writing.I am changing again,this time I'll stop writing
I'm not gonna delete this page...
I can't for I have loved it too much.
But I won't post again..
Still, I'll be around, for I don't have a choice.
Incarnations cease to exist, but existence cannot
If u ever liked or loathed anything on this page, or the person behind it, do me a favour. Do not ask me to change my decision, for I won't. I beg you not to protest or plead- the decision will not bend Anyway, if u ever regarded me as a friend, dont be afraid..u r not gonna LOSE me. I'll be there, always, as long as I am.
Another thing...please dont mention anything related to this on orkut as am not logging in there these days and hence wont be able to delete any related scraps
I guess have said enough, more than I needed to.
No more words.
Nothing, never.
There've been too many already.

GoodBye
Lots of love and luck
Shaivi