Tomorrow is Dad's operation and I am so damn worried.Just hope everything goes well :S

GOD BE WITH ALL OF US :S

Essential bole to mast :D

Morning mein:
1. Mamma ke haath ki chai
2. Mamma,Papa ke saath social topics par heated discussion
3. Bhai ka call
4. Mamma ki gappein
5. Vividbharti playing old hindi songs on Radio :p


Dopahar mein: (college etc etc etc)
1. Long canteen breaks in college
2. Gossip about our college management :p
3. Running to the coaching.
4. Ragad Ragad ke padhayee :(
5. lucky se cell par baat :D


Evening mein:
1. Zee ke boring serials (coz of mamma)
2. Mom ki kahaniyan
3. Homework :(
4.Doston se net par guftagoo
5. Meri aur Lucky ki masti :D

Raat mein:
1. Meri aur lucky ki masti continued :p
2. Late night padhayee n sms..ing :p
3.Dreams
4. Chaukidaar ki siti
5. My bed, four pillows and yes yawn yawn




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You have this knack of hurting me again and again and again and again (that goes endless lolzzz).But hey I am not blaming you.Its not like its your fault that after all that has happened between us I still search for reasons to trust you.Its not your fault that I cant just cant stop myself from caring about you.Its not your fault that I always forgive you and again start looking forward to hearing from you.But I do.....





Crazily,insanely,stupidly,idiotically I do....






Hunh when will I learn :((

The Fern And The Bamboo Tree

One day she decided to quit.... she quit her studies, her relationship, her Spirituality.. She wanted to quit her life. She went to the woods to have One last talk with God.

"God", she said. "Can you give me one good reason not to quit?"

His answer surprised her...

"Look around", He said. "Do you see the fern and the bamboo?"

"Yes", she replied.

"When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of Them. I gave them light. I gave them water. The fern quickly grew from The earth. Its brilliant green covered the floor. Yet nothing came from The bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo.

In the second year the Fern grew more vibrant and plentiful. And again, Nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo".He said.

"In the third year, there was still nothing from the bamboo Seed. But I would not quit."

"In the fourth year, again, there was nothing from the bamboo seed. But I would not quit."

He said. "Then in the fifth year a tiny sprout emerged from the earth. Compared to the fern it was seemingly small and insignific ant.

But just 6 months later the bamboo rose to over 100 feet tall. It had Spent the five years growing roots. Those roots made it strong and gave It what it needed to survive. I would not give any of my creations a Challenge it could not handle."

He said to me. "Did you know, my child, that all this time you have Been struggling, you have actually been growing roots. I would not quit on The bamboo. I will never quit on you. Don't compare yourself to Others.

"He said. "The bamboo had a different purpose than the fern, yet, they Both make the forest beautiful."

"Your time will come," God said to me. " You will rise high!"

"How high should I rise" She asked.

"How high will the bamboo rise?" He asked in return.

"As high as it can?" She questioned.

"Yes." He said, "Give me glory by rising as high as you can."

She left the forest.




I hope these words can help you see that God will never give up on you...




Never regret a day in your life.
Good days give you Happiness.
Bad days give you Experiences.
Both are essential to life.
Keep going...
Happiness keeps you Sweet,
Trials keep you Strong,
Sorrows keep you Human,
Failures keep you Humble,
Success keeps You Glowing,
But Only God keeps You Going!



God is so big He can cover the whole world with his Love
and so small He can curl up inside your heart.

Luck

"I'm mighty lucky. People understand me so well, whenever I get stressed at all of them and feel like yelling to them to leave me alone, I turn back to find that they already have."
~Anonymous

Mooning on...

"There! Look at the moon. Isn't it amazingly pretty? Bright, full, hopeful. Now look again. Do you see the craters, the dents on its face, the pain that even the night can't hide for it? Is the moon smiling? Is it even watching me down here, an insignificant soul walking alone in the darkness of yet another night? Alone? Am I really alone? I have you, don't I? I'm talking to you as I walk. That means I'm not alone. I have you! But who are you? You are also me right. An invisible intangible unassailable version of me. You're everything that's good about me, and also everything that's bad about me. But I still like you. I like talking to you. Others may call me crazy, but...well..if I did not talk to you, wouldn't this walk be a lot lonelier?"

"Tell me, what do you think of the moon? Is it deceptive? Is it an illusion of beauty or a symbol of hope? Why does it conjure romantic images? Tell me, what do you think of romance? Or love for that matter...is it any good? You know for a long time I believed I was in love merely with the idea of love, with the hard-sold concept. But now, I can't see love and hatred as two distinct things any longer. The more I think about it, the more merged and indistinguishable they seem. It's just an intensity, a passion, a rush in the head when everything spins like crazy, a mere emotion. Emotions are silly things. Some people think my biggest problem, or the biggest discomfort I cause is being too emotional. They are discomforted by me, you see. Why do I care about some people? I don't know why, but it seems I do. Emotions again, I guess, but both you and I have both got used to being foolish and hurt over and over. Yeah, being emotional is a problem. But, there's no me separably apart from this problem. There's no me separably apart from you either. You listen and you understand, and at least you never quit on me, even when I do. You're wonderful."

"But if I confess to you, even with you here, I feel incomplete. I know you're listening but I don't know what I'm saying any more. I feel petty and unwanted. As if this long road I'm walking on is going to stay the same forever...long unwinding and alone. As if this night is never going to fade and I'd never hear another voice. And slowly, you'd get tired and fade away too, or you'd simply get bored of my blabber and run away. Heavens, how much do I talk!!(No wonder they hate it) So I was saying, you may run away too, and then my voice would be lost in the emptiness around me and my ears will go deaf by the silence. Would I still continue to walk? Well, what else. As if there was a choice! But look there, I think the moon is smiling."

"Ah no...the moon's hid now. It must have been saying bye to earth. It would have said bye to me too, I'm sure, if it knew I was here. Anyway, it's darker now. But the breeze is great, right. So tell me, what do you think of the breeze..?"

All dressed up....

I know i had vanished somewhere for a while but hey I am back now....just came back from the wedding of my cousin n man was it fun!!! :D n d biggest fun part was jijaji ko khoob loota :p:D....None of my other grown up cousin sisters were able to make it to the wedding...Being alone I got the most special treatment of my life ahem ahem ahem!!!...ye baat aur hai ki akelel hone pe kaam bhi utna he karna pada lolzzzzzz so here are some moments of the wedding to share with you all :)